Alone

Do you ever have one of those days where it is just bad? Nothing goes right at all. And you just feel alone? I wish I could be a little bit more light-hearted about it, but it is just getting to me. Being a stay at home mom feels so isolating sometimes. And some days (like today) I would give my right arm to go back to work. I know in the long run, I enjoy doing what I'm doing, but it is so hard. I've reached my breaking point and this heat isn't helping. I know that friends and my husband will fail me, and God is there, but right now I just want someone to talk to that understands what I'm doing. Someone who is going through the same thing I am, and that all the cooking and cleaning and mediating between fights is worth something, because these days are just blending together and parenting isn't fun. Nothing is fun right now. What I wouldn't give to just get away from it all right now.